let sleepers lie

Just woke up from a nightmare. This morning I dreamt something complex, I can't really remember the whole thing, I only know there were some cops that were killing other cops. And not just killing, they were massacring.

And who was I? Obviously one of the dead cops. Me and a lot of others were set up by the evil ones and ended up in some alley, which they invaded with helicopters and cars and machine guns and shot our carcasses dead.

I wonder if what's making me feel so afraid is that I keep wondering if wherever I go it's going to suck anyway, because the whole world is going through some kind of crisis. I keep getting that sort of feedback from people (mostly from the asses though) and I never believe that, and I still don't, because if it's always going to suck, I think I'd rather if it sucked somewhere a little better.
But maybe it's just good old irrational fear. I don't really know.