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Thursday, September 02, 2004

Deja Vu.

I go see a movie about erasing memories of past relationships from people's brains and spot an old flame who I'd rather forget about.

I don't hate her, or feel anything for her, I just despise fake smiles.

See, our relationship was divided in four distinct phases: love, hate, forgiveness and indifference.
First, everything was going great, I was in love. But she was too scared to commit, and not sure about being in love (or maybe afraid to admit?), so all of a sudden she stopped everything without really telling me about it. Then there was hate.
Then lots and lots of time went by. My hate is strong, but it does have an expiration date. I tried the good old white flag, and got indifference and plastic smiles in return. Indifference.

So why even say hello. Anything other than indifference for you has been deleted from my mind. "You look familiar. Deja vu!?"

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